March 2012
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slutshamed
last night.
-_-
“You must understand the whole of life. Not just one little part of it.
That is...”
– Krishnamurti (via lovemorefearless)
the government administered AIDs
just maybe
the beatles were awesome, groundbreaking, remarkable, etc etc because they just didn’t care. they didn’t try to fit anything so everyone loved them because of it. well yoko loved john and they fell in love, the kind of love we (i) dream about. and i think it’s because she fell love with his “not caring” and genuineness.
that’s the most pure kind of love.
February 2012
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okayokayokay
i know that there are more beautiful things in my life than there are bad. and it’s better to embrace my sadness and crying than to let it build up inside me. that’s what writing things down on here helps me do, deal with issues. i don’t mean to sound horrible all the time. i’m really not some bitter, hollow person.
:)
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tired of life
i am tired beyond reason because i’ve been working since 6 a.m. working out, going to class, working on projects, putting on programs, working my internship, visiting my counselor and telling her about my anxiety, and i just spent 2 hours working on some maps in photoshop for my boss, which is not even required or an assignment, but it’s completely stressing me out. whenever i stopped...
“A part of kindness consists in loving people more than they deserve.”
– Joseph Joubert
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okay okay
last text post (for the night) where i talk about myself and my “problems.”
anywho, after i made a post earlier, i got a lot of encouragement from people on tumblr and one of my good friends.
then just now, i went to use the restroom and someone wrote “you’re a beautiful soul” on the dry erase board that is hanging on my door. wowowow. it was probably the friend i...
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“Psychedelic experience is only a glimpse of genuine mystical insight, but a...”
– Alan Watts (via moreofamore)
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all summa
i really just want to hang out at my friends house all summer.
and have it filled with smoking, tanning, yoga, and arm tattoos.
blah!
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So this guy I see everywhere and we have a bunch of mutual friends. well he’s always been sort of rude/won’t really talk to me. i was hanging out with his good friend last november into january. well he (guy i was talking to) doesn’t like me? and i know he thinks i am clingy because i cared too much. well now his friend, who i see everywhere, won’t befriend me because of...
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lololololol
That moment where I remembered that last night, I flashed a girl for her birthday. Along with about 12 other girls.
I’m in the drum set practice room to practice for my midterm but I’m on tumblr?
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how hard
Do you know hard it is to finally understand the world and society you live in and to hate it? To hate the control and lying? But I honestly don’t think one (or me) can get through life feeling that way. To feel that intense doubt and sadness on a daily basis.
So every day is a huge challenge to look beyond what is presented to you as reality and to love the natural things in life, to love...
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friendz
Thankful to have the most intelligent friends who are on the same wavelength as me. Not just one but two, three, four, more.
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other day
The other night when I posted that I had bought two new books (e.e. cummings and the bell jar) I read a lot of the poems before I went to bed. When I went to bed, I felt complete bliss. My sheets were (are always) soft and everything felt complete. I fell into a deep sleep. At one point, there was a lot of noise in the room beside me (yay RA livin’) so I woke up. The craziest thing happened....
